Coffee and Chocnut

in honor of Kim ang title. hehe. :) for the past couple of weeks, there seem to be a lot of times that we talked about love being like coffee and chocnut and all other bitter and ungrasp-able and addictive things. For you, Kim. haha. :D

it's just a little more than three weeks to go before vacation. and here i am again counting the days.

i dont even know why i still bother to count. after all, 2 weeks after the sem, i'll be going to school again for the summer classes, with the best schedule ever! BUMMER.

but then again, if you ponder upon the not so it'll-soon-be-over thought a little longer, you'll still be able to feel fulfilled because you have almost gone through another sem. again! (yay)

oh well, dito ata ako magaling - trying to see the good in things. if i'm to add a biological adaptation mechanism to humans, i'll make them able to always see the good side of everything. (haha) it's because people will go through a lot of aches and they should learn to know the good sides of them, to be able to survive. :P

and because they have no other choice but to try to turn the inside out and look for something worth smiling about. inspite of everything.

i always, always try to do that. :)

and then i'll soon realize that i am just fooling myself; that i can go on and try to justify everything that happens - but deep down, i know it isn't right. anymore. i believe i have closed my eyes, covered my ears and shut my mouth for the longest possible time. i have pushed myself too close to the wall that it hurts to move. and to breathe.

the sad truth is, just when im about to free myself from my own self, just when i'm about to open my eyes, let go of my hands and move my lips, there i'll find the one thing that made me do so in the first place, unable to take a look, listen and speak with me.


*done blabbing.