Book the 6th, Ersatz Elevator

I just fixed my sked for the next sem and most of the subjects are in red. MEANING, it's either non-block na ito, or hindi na ako makakapasok. hehe. :) Kasi naman, I've been trying to fix it since Wednesday, but the page kept saying that no enlistment survey form was submitted under my name. So I still had to go to ate Lucy to have it checked. And now, most of my subjects are in risky slots. (fingers crossed!) But, it still felt good arranging my sked for the next sem, MEANING, tapos na yung previous! alleluia. ;)

Actually, i still have two more exams, chem lab tom morning, and calc on Tuesday. (i just had my kom exam a while ago and it's good seeing Joanne again. :) namiss ko pala sha.) I better do well on tuesday, or else, removals or repeat (ugh) ang abot ko. :) Im still hoping Magboo's trend in grade-giving'll continue this sem. Hindi DAW sha nagbabagsak. Crossed fingers, both hands! ;P

Good thing, my tournament scheduled for this weekend was moved, so I have more time for Calc. Sobrang hassle talaga yung tourney if ever matuloy, because aside from my chem exam on sat, may surprise party pa for my lolo's 75th birthday. (I GREATLY doubt he'll suddenly read my blog, so there.) I hope nothing'll go wrong tomorrow. :) I have no more fingers to cross, so tighter na lang, haha. :)

Paano kaya ako nagtytype kung nakacross ung fingers ko, hahaha. :) mashado ata mainit kaya ganito, or I think I woke up on the right side of the bed today kaya kanina pa ko loka-loka. :)

Wala lang, I just had a good week, I guess. :)

Last Sat, Cj, Nil and I were able to go to Moa last sat for supposed to be movie, pero nag-end up on all day walking. And on halo-halo and wishes on the Pondo ng Pinoy fountain. :P Yesterday, I was able to visit the court again after a loong time. Masayang makita ang old friends. Masaya pag nakakasama mo ang mga taong gusto mong makasama pero hindi mo naman magawang parating makasama. ;) (I wish I’ll get to see Ai, Eunice and Les soon) My brothers and sister all finished the school year with honors. Exams are getting easier to handle. I’ve been getting more sleep, less stress.

Sana lang, hindi totoo ung sabi na pag masaya ka, sobrang malulungkot ka naman pagkatapos. :) Totoo na talaga, fingers crossed. :)

*done blabbing.

Coffee and Chocnut

in honor of Kim ang title. hehe. :) for the past couple of weeks, there seem to be a lot of times that we talked about love being like coffee and chocnut and all other bitter and ungrasp-able and addictive things. For you, Kim. haha. :D

it's just a little more than three weeks to go before vacation. and here i am again counting the days.

i dont even know why i still bother to count. after all, 2 weeks after the sem, i'll be going to school again for the summer classes, with the best schedule ever! BUMMER.

but then again, if you ponder upon the not so it'll-soon-be-over thought a little longer, you'll still be able to feel fulfilled because you have almost gone through another sem. again! (yay)

oh well, dito ata ako magaling - trying to see the good in things. if i'm to add a biological adaptation mechanism to humans, i'll make them able to always see the good side of everything. (haha) it's because people will go through a lot of aches and they should learn to know the good sides of them, to be able to survive. :P

and because they have no other choice but to try to turn the inside out and look for something worth smiling about. inspite of everything.

i always, always try to do that. :)

and then i'll soon realize that i am just fooling myself; that i can go on and try to justify everything that happens - but deep down, i know it isn't right. anymore. i believe i have closed my eyes, covered my ears and shut my mouth for the longest possible time. i have pushed myself too close to the wall that it hurts to move. and to breathe.

the sad truth is, just when im about to free myself from my own self, just when i'm about to open my eyes, let go of my hands and move my lips, there i'll find the one thing that made me do so in the first place, unable to take a look, listen and speak with me.


*done blabbing.