School's been very demanding kasi. We have reportings to do, multiple exams in a weekend to go through, quizzes, requirements, reading sessions (haha) etc. :P Ugh, sawa na ko maglitanya kung gaano nakakapagod mag-aral. ^_^
Things have changed come 2007. Since our old house's being renovated, we transferred to a new house inside the nearest subdivision. Thank God it wasn't hard getting used to staying here. :) Actually, I like it here already. Malulungkot siguro ako pag umalis kami dito. hehe.
Another. I think my uneasy feeling everytime I see blood is getting less, yay! haha. Blame it to the fact that we've been handling frogs in BioLab. While we were dissecting, I actually started to consider Surgery as a specialty. Mmm. :P But still, there's a great difference between dissecting frogs and dissecting dead people, haha. Oh well, tagal pa yun. :)
One more. This sem's sked is pretty tight (a lot more than the previous sem) which caused my routine to change. The bad thing is, it is making me miss out on things that I love doing. I haven't started on the book I'd like to read, haven't held my racket in weeks, haven't slept soundly in a while and I haven't written here, obviously! (pleasure ko pala un, hehe) I miss a lot of things, a lot of people. And it would take me hours, and not to mention a large space of this page to state all the things that I miss having, doing, seeing.
Totoo nga no, you would only realize the value of things once you lose them. Lately I've been thinking about where I stand and what's happening, and I can't help but wonder if this is all worth it. I just feel kind of incomplete, like I've been missing out on something big, like I've been letting time pass by without making the most out of it. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for all the blessings that I have in hand, but, haay, ewan. -_-
Last time I talked to my bestfriend, she shared her experiences during the past few weeks. I was secretly envious of what she's able to do, of how she's able to balance all aspects of life.
If only you know what my personal mission and its plans are, then maybe you would understand. None of it is being put into action. None. :(
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Anyway, dahil ayaw ko maging sad ang ending ng aking blog, shift-shift-shift to the things I'm excited about.
Number one is the fact that I'll be having a younger buddy na next sem! Yay. I actually would like to tell future Intarmed students that if they want to have a life, then skip Imed, haha. Kidding. I'm really excited about our buddy selection. It's been a year na pala. :)
Number two. We're set to take the NMAT na this December. (Advance maexcite!) At least this year na yun! :)
Number three. I'll be wearing the all-white outfit na next year! :D Ang advance ko talaga.
Number four. Field trip to Montalban, Rizal. :) Though, it's sad because it was supposed to be in Subic, and supposed to be an overnight trip. But then again, field trip pa rin. haha. :D
Number five: Designing my own room. :) I remember when I was in Grade 4, I was planning then to take up Interior Designing. Imagine. ^_^ This will be the fulfillment of my previous dream, haha. :P
Number six. Order of Phoenix movie (kahit na I didn't really like the 5th book) and the 7th book (kahit na I haven't read the 6th yet). I need to finish the 6th during summer. :) HP fans will always be HP fans. :)
And finally, number seven. That one's a secret. :P
*done blabbing.
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